finally j1 is over. im not very excited or happy about that. somehow it's just like any other year to me. umm i think i need to find something interesting to get myself excited sometimes haha. Maybe there's 1 thing i'd miss: my pw group. we had so much fun together =) going to my friend's house and relax has become one of my hobbies haha. i wonder if i can have that much fun again ?

I had a weird dream yesterday. There was a girl holding a knife just chasing me. I think she wanted to kill me but she didn't say it. well in that situation, i, and most of the boys i think, ran away from her. Haha i couldn't remember all the detail but in the end, we fell in love =)) The most weird thing was, when it came to the most romantic part, SUDDENLY TRAVIS' MSG CAME, at 3 am. $*&$)^$*, my beautiful dream...

argh...it's so cold now