and i thought i would never cry again.





today i lost my composure. but luckily i regained it afterwards :) dung' la danh' nhau vo dau` moi biet' ba` con :))





i hate it when people do experiment with my hair while i'm watching Tom n Jerry :(





there are days when i wake up with more than 10 messages in my phone and the only thing i want to do is to smile and go back to sleep. life has been really crazy for me recently. there're hardly any days i reach home before 10pm. Back when i was in Vietnam i wanted to go to Singapore to get "busier" but, well to be honest, i didn't expect such a busy life. There always seem to be somethings for me to do. I can't say i don't enjoy my life but it would be great if i can have a long break once in a while :)

anyway since i'm on the topic of busy life, there is one thing i want to confess. i told people around me not to take things for granted but somehow i did. I spent so much time with many people yet i forgot about those who meant the most to me. I gave away my care so freely yet i often ignored those who cared the most for me . I always receive their support yet i somehow fail to give them the same support they deserve. I took them for granted and for that stupid mistake i almost lost them. I know i was lucky to be given the second chance and i know i wouldn't have the same opportunity again so thank you for being so generous and thank you for accepting me to be a part of your life again. Now that i realize my time is limited and i should only spend it with those who really deserve it. And definitely you do :) Thank you and i hope that i wont ever disappoint you again!!

I'M NOT EMO! tsk i'm just being sincere!





it's always good to be able to look at things from different perspectives. and it's also good to listen to other people's opinion about things also. But just looking and listening only can't bring you to a good conclusion. there must be some thinking involved.

i'm a deep thinker i agree. and i always feel troubled when i can't come up with an answer for things i think about.

today i feel so troubled. and so is my roommate. it has been a long time since i last felt this way. everything is over but why this anxiety in my heart doesn't seem to quiet down? hopefully an early sleep can help refresh my mind and hopefully i'll be able to come up with a good answer tomorrow.

good night my beloved friends :)





omg i still feel so bad for leaving my gf alone today...what can i do to make it up for her?? :( I'll cook her something nice next time if i can! I bet my cooking skill is still better than hers :D
i'm so tired after such a long day of playing. and tmr i still have to wake up early to go to some cold cold place some more!! how how? i dont want to get sick again...maybe i should bring ur picture and hopefully ur smile will warm me up :) i know it will :)
another 2 days until i can finally talk with u :):) just another 2 days! <3





recently i just started playing table tennis again. it brought back the memories of all these grueling trainings years ago, all the sweat and bruises, blood even. i just love it. it's always wonderful to do something i can really enjoy :) this morning, one of the trainers there said he remembered that i was playing here very long ago. And i was so happy to hear that because he has always been the one i looked up for. how surprisingly he can even remember a random boy like me :)

well i've been going out a bit a lot the last few days. I know it's not good because i still have the US applications to take care of. but somehow i just don't feel the urge to complete these applications. i need to do something to fill up the hole she left inside me. it's very hard though. nothing can really replace her presence. haiz how i miss her.. ytd my best friend came to my house to do the application tgt and the funny thing was that we didn't even open the common app website. We ended up talking abt life for hours. it's nice when u talk abt someone u love to others and hear the comment that you're one lucky dog. it's nice :) I really think i am the lucky dog though. I hope i won't screw up and let this golden opportunity slips away. i dont think i can find someone like her ever again.

come back fast..