i wake up at 9:11 today
not too early
not too late
i haven't had such a good sleep in a long time :D

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OBS was awesome
i really loved it :D
even though the grouping was not really what i expected >.<
but it turned out to be the perfect grouping
I love my crews, all the mother florists :)
RJ rules!!
There are lots of things abt OBS
but i dun feel like writing it down
because no words can describe its awesomeness
maybe one word? legen- wait for it - da ry :)

from Dillie: As HO's!!! it's lovely to be in your watch. You're a great leader and also a retarded kid. AND I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE SUCH A VULGAR PERSON HAHAHAHAHAHAH. keep that spirit and stop being a mother florist :d:d

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went out with my fellow malay dancers yesterday
i was quite happy to see them again
i did miss them a lot
they looked so different
so bright and blur now!
sigh, i wont see them until next year
quite long
hope they wont cry when they see me the next time hahaha :D

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Life is like a boat - Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

I dont know
if i am the helmsman who controls the direction of my own boat?
Or am i just an idiot who lets his boat pushed freely by the wind?
But i know that
No matter who i am
The boat, without water, is nothing more than an useless exhibit

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I just realized i'm a real pirate at sea
a brave one
but i'm just a coward
in something else...
am i still waiting for the signal?
everything's just too blur
i need a good pair of specs
who can give me one?

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Going back to Vietnam soon
I still can't feel excited
But i can feel something strange
That feeling...
That feeling!