Yay, NJC malay dance rocks :D
I really enjoyed myself through out the camp, esp the night walk. So fun :D
The only thing that irritated me was my knees. It was kinda sad when everyone practiced and i could just sit there and watch.

I dunno why but recently some people keep asking me the same question and i dunno why i can't give them the answer haizzz.
Haha, keep guessing lah, one day your guess will be correct i promise hehe.

I was very happy and relieved the moment Mrs Tan said she decided to intervene in our training. Somehow, her comments are freakingly correct and scary. it helps people to know what's wrong with their steps and they MUST change it.
We need to train much more, the standard now is not high enough but i can start feeling the change in the attitude of everyone.
Go NJC MLD, i believe our dream will be achieved. We will rock the stage, wow the judges and the other jcs will not even want to dance after seeing our performance yay.
Thinking about it really makes me feel a bit excited. I need to go drink some water now.



Okay,
For those who's sleepy or those dont like to read a very long..eh..post, you can stop here. Thx a lot for reading my blog though :d
For those who want to kill a bit of your time, i know some of you are, continue reading. The next part is for you :)
I've been asking myself a question.

"What is love?"

A simple question with only 3 words, yet different people still have different answer and none of those answer is said to be "absolutely correct". Someone wrote this

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down."

Wahlao, i hope you didn't really read the whole paragraph above. I ended after the 4th sentences. Haha i'm just not bright enough to understand the meaning of those sentences.

Another person said
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven" :)

See, just a simple question, yet the answer may be very short and may also be very long and difficult to understand. Today i tried to define for myself what love is because it's a question i've asked myself for so long without obtaining an answer.

And somehow the answer i got was not something very cheem as i thought

If your life is an endless one-way road with the forests in both sides, then love will just be a bottomless, dark, broad hole that just appears in the middle of the road. People know there's a hole there, but somehow they still keep falling into the hole. That's probably the reason why the phrase "fall in love" was invented.
And whether to fall or not to fall is the biggest decision a person has to make in his life.

Not everybody makes the same decision the moment they see this hole. After thinking for a while, i concluded that there are basically 4 big groups of people in this world, they will react differently in this situation.

- Those who fall into the hole belong to the 1st group. Let me call this group A. people in A often think that love is the key that brings them all the happiness. Yup. it's may be true. I dunno though.

This group can be further divided into smaller groups.

+ A1: Those who keep falling further and further and dont know when to stop. I think they're in big trouble. The more they fall, the more clueless they will be and thus, they will jsut fall further. They will just keep falling and falling to the point that they can't climb up anymore, and the route just get darker and darker. They think they are in heaven, but they just dont know that it's hell.

+ A2: Those who fall in love and yet, still manage to make the best out of it. They can find their own way down there and connect it back to the original route. And i'm sure the route they find will be very beautiful with all the flowers blooming at the 2 sides of the road. That's when they know what real happines is. The process of falling inside the hole is a real adventure that will be very helpful in life. It's an essential skill people have to learn.

- Next group is the group of those who dont know what to do. Either they're indecisive, can't make their own decisions or they're very smart, have to spend like very long to list out all the pros and cons if they fall. I dunno what to comment about this group. I just wonder how are they going to continue their journey if they can't make a move. Let me call this group B

- The third group of people, group C, tries to find another way, into the forest, so that they dont have to face the big hole. In some way, they are better than the 2nd group. Again, this group can be further divided into smaller groups.

+ C1: Those who're not brave enough to face the hole. They can't make their own decision about crossing the hole and what they choose is not to face it. Probably they will just get lost in the forst while finding their own route. They know it but they just can't go back to where they came from. I think most of them would wish to have a second chance, to face the hole again.

+ C2: Those who are very ambituous that have a very big vision and want to do something incredible.They will not get lost in the forest because they know what they need to do, where they need to go. But when they get out of the forest, they will go inside a maze. There they will find the next test of their lives. If they're good enuf, they can get out of the maze easily and then achieve whatever goals they have in life. But if they aren't, then they will just be the same as those who get lost in the forest.

- The last group should be the group of people who can jump through the hole using their beliefs. for example, the monk will not stop in front of the hole even for 1 second. It's very easy for them to make a decision because they dont believe in what normal people believe in. it will still be the same road for them once they jump over the hole, which is the road with the forests at both side, and they're happy with that. Yes, i really admire those people. That's the reason why i wont give any stupid name for this group.


Whatever group you're in, what you need is a good advice from someone you trust. It will help you to get through all the difficulties you have in life, provided that person is knowledgeable and smart.


Okay i should stop now. If i have time i really want to elaborate more on each point. And i also want to draw a picture to illustrate my belief, but i'm just bad at drawing >.< argh

What i can do is for the next few posts is, if i really bored and i have no idea what to talk about, i can talk about each of the 4 groups. i still have a lot to say abt them, a lot.

Now another question for me to ponder,
"which group am i belonging to, group A or B?"
Seriously, i'm kinda clueless now.
I need some help.
Where's the knowledgeable person that i would ask for advice?